10/18/11 I Want To Scream

I know it's been a month and you would think that things would settle down by now, but they don't seem to be. I really wish that I hadn't done this and had taken my chances. My stomach is still messed up, going to have to go to a gastroenterologist to see what's up. I've lost more weight and I didn't want to. It's all really beginning to depress me. Hopefully tomorrow will be better!